Monday, March 05, 2007






Pictures pictures and more pictures .
theres are all e pictures taken in e past few days or so .
P.S I LOVE MY MUM =D
took a photo with her in st james. =D
Okay , nowadays i've been doing NOTHING but clubbing ..
almost every wednesday and saturday ..
im lookin for a part time job too .
past few days my dad have been overseas..
and i've been staying in dear's place.
i've got so used to his presence already .
Now my dad is back ,
i do not know how things will change.
many people say im foolish in this relationship , and that i have changed to tolerate so much .
Maybe is true , but e only thing i could think of to say is 'i love him'
and i hope he feels it .
sometimes im really afraid that one day he will leave me ,
if that day really come , i might be left with nothing .
is it worth it to give so much in this relationship , my friends asked .
oh well , i do not know whether its worth it right now , but e only thing i know is i love him .
i wanna to be pure happy .
i wanna to be treasure n cherish .
i wanna to be dote n love by him ..
i wants him to coax me at times .
Will there be this day ?
If there is , i wont mind spenting my lifetime with him .
Regarding abt my studies ,
slowly my confident n interest is fading .
what i want in life ?
i wanna see e world .
i wanna go worldwide.
i wanna enjoy , and taste e joy of life.
10:57 PM
alone* in the rain;
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Somehow i cant trust because of what i saw thou you had explain , but still , i cant trust .
Am i being too foolish ?
instead of blowing up my top , i even try to catch up with your pace when your walking .
its like ,its me whom is angry, yet somehow it seems like you e one whose angry .
Dont you know how it hurt when i saw ..
saw .. twice. .
thou you explained .
but still, your explanation aint really reasonable .
i acceapted your explanation because i love you far too much ..
Do you know each time e pictures comes up in my mind , tears roll .
Because of this incident ,
i became selfish .
thou i didnt tell you , but in my heart... i want to stop you from clubbing .
i cant catch another scene like or worser then e previous one .
i really cant .
2:50 AM
alone* in the rain;